Transcend the Need for Destruction

If the space surrounding me is an extension of my body
then I would love to break it so much

Collapsing is a movement and I can’t even do that!!!
Still as water
or rather ice
like the Baltic Sea has become recently

I crave breaking down
to shatter into pieces
and scatter all over the places
like a plate of glass
transported and failed during construction

Take those pieces
and build a bridge
to pass the rift

I would allow to do so

I’ve heard this one is an expensive mistake to make
I only want to make those
Destruction brings removal

Maybe then I could reach every place
that I’ve seen myself in

Destruction brings renewal

I need to find some other way to feel.